For the first time

Your lips touch mine and I'm whisked in a galaxy. My heart beams like the sun and My fears drain in a far away black hole with no intention of returning. Some say they feel small when surrounded by something unknown but with you it feels like home. Our souls join together and we we have all the time in the world to name the stars others have yet to lay eyes on. Our connection so deep it surpasses the earths core. The roots gravitate towards the nearest light but even that will take over a million years to unite. Our conscious decisions of putting trust in one another's mended heart is another beautiful chance to seek a love that was once just a nostalgic dream. Let us mingle in our newly created sanctuary where our love continues to grow and embrace, one memory at a time.

KN

New Years Resolution 2015

When a rose wilts it allows the definition of impermanence to become a little more concrete  in my heart. The fact that my youngest sons hands will no longer be small enough to wrap around my thumb or to know my body ages as each day surpasses just a little more quickly. To know my oldest son needs me just a little less as he becomes more independent and slowly begins to find his place one step at a time in this big world.

 Beauty surrounds us as we hear a babies first laugh or to watch an elderly couple hold hands as they celebrate what seems like endless years of marriage. Emotion captivates our hearts when we see an individual drowned in sorrow from a recent loved ones death or happiness when two incredible souls unite to accompany one another in life as a whole. Memory bewilders us as we listen to songs that diminish the reality before us and create what seems like a video of timeless moments that permanently touch us. Traditions that continue without a blush of resentment as the pride dwells within the love of togetherness with family. To know all of this will one day pass frees my soul a little more into realizing how much life is really worth. Our beautiful world and what we make of it. How I have continuously looked up at the sun, moon and stars and lost myself in thoughts that I couldn't even begin to relay in words. We are capable of feeling a multitude of emotion and expressing it in various ways. Our minds are beautiful in that aspect. To realize no matter what anyone else says or do that you have the capability to be you. The mirrors replicates the image you rectify as who you are on the inside. Your soul emanates like a beam as you allow that image to sink in. Time is essential and the world goes round whether you like it to or not. 

I feel the evidence of timeless moments that I am incapable of reliving each day. I had  never truly came to a conclusion til now of what my New Years resolution would be and actually I hope to keep it on the list for the rest of my life. To know impermanence is an uncontrollable factor but my intention, initiative and awareness is, and to use that at full force to enjoy life as i know I am capable of living. 

KN