Constriction

I have wrapped myself in a powerless cocoon.
The energy from the outside waiting for me to break free
but I cannot exert enough energy to reach for what is in front of me.
Why do I surround myself with judgement and meaningless dreams when before I was innocent and happy.
 I lay in bed and tears run down my cheeks, even there I cannot feel my own energy.
I'm exhausted and drained by an unknown shadow.
She lurks behind walls, living beyond the gallows.
This negative energy consumes and regurgitates all what I am and what I used to be.
How do I fight what is beyond the realm of the naked eye?
How do I peel away the disguise without looking for some where to hide?
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs from the inside but sound proof walls barricade my lonely cries.
I need to be released, I need to find a way out.
This claustrophobic silence is enough make anyone lose consciousness