Midnight

Her souls thirst quenched by the winding path guided by the moonlight. Running with desire as each turn heightens her senses. The wind whistling in her ears and the ground cold as the brisk night whispers it's secrets through the trees. The howl of her spirits vibrate and her hearts curiosity emanating through her body with pleasure as her hair waves in the wind. This coming year she will have the instincts of a wolf. Protecting what she has and gaining nothing more than what she fights for. This connection with the earth manifesting all her hopes, dreams, and goals. Her strength tested by obstacles just beyond each bend. Her chanting howl beckons to her ancestors as they help guide her through this new journey.

KN

For the first time

Your lips touch mine and I'm whisked in a galaxy. My heart beams like the sun and My fears drain in a far away black hole with no intention of returning. Some say they feel small when surrounded by something unknown but with you it feels like home. Our souls join together and we we have all the time in the world to name the stars others have yet to lay eyes on. Our connection so deep it surpasses the earths core. The roots gravitate towards the nearest light but even that will take over a million years to unite. Our conscious decisions of putting trust in one another's mended heart is another beautiful chance to seek a love that was once just a nostalgic dream. Let us mingle in our newly created sanctuary where our love continues to grow and embrace, one memory at a time.

KN

New Years Resolution 2015

When a rose wilts it allows the definition of impermanence to become a little more concrete  in my heart. The fact that my youngest sons hands will no longer be small enough to wrap around my thumb or to know my body ages as each day surpasses just a little more quickly. To know my oldest son needs me just a little less as he becomes more independent and slowly begins to find his place one step at a time in this big world.

 Beauty surrounds us as we hear a babies first laugh or to watch an elderly couple hold hands as they celebrate what seems like endless years of marriage. Emotion captivates our hearts when we see an individual drowned in sorrow from a recent loved ones death or happiness when two incredible souls unite to accompany one another in life as a whole. Memory bewilders us as we listen to songs that diminish the reality before us and create what seems like a video of timeless moments that permanently touch us. Traditions that continue without a blush of resentment as the pride dwells within the love of togetherness with family. To know all of this will one day pass frees my soul a little more into realizing how much life is really worth. Our beautiful world and what we make of it. How I have continuously looked up at the sun, moon and stars and lost myself in thoughts that I couldn't even begin to relay in words. We are capable of feeling a multitude of emotion and expressing it in various ways. Our minds are beautiful in that aspect. To realize no matter what anyone else says or do that you have the capability to be you. The mirrors replicates the image you rectify as who you are on the inside. Your soul emanates like a beam as you allow that image to sink in. Time is essential and the world goes round whether you like it to or not. 

I feel the evidence of timeless moments that I am incapable of reliving each day. I had  never truly came to a conclusion til now of what my New Years resolution would be and actually I hope to keep it on the list for the rest of my life. To know impermanence is an uncontrollable factor but my intention, initiative and awareness is, and to use that at full force to enjoy life as i know I am capable of living. 

KN

Liberating

Writers have a special kind of talent. They are capable of expressing themselves through writing to convey their emotions yet permitting you to feel vicariously through them. Through their own words of conviction. They captivate your soul momentarily to excuse yourself from reality and escape within yourself to feel. Not even knowing who or what inspired the masterpiece but satisfyingly entrusting to let those words sink deeply as if it was the blood running through your veins, the oxygen that you breathe. Everyone's soul needs to experience that rush; existence, living, awakening.  

My muse

He will forever be her muse

Whether the glimpse of his armor caught her eye

Or her bewildered mind whisked where the stars have not yet dared to shine

He was the one who kept her heart safe and warm inside

Even though she enjoyed the company of daunting shadows in the night

The memory of him like an everlasting fragrance

A recollection of what once was and is

Every word she writes shines incandescently with not an ounce of remorse

Her heart spilled with defiance, a rebellious tone against her troubled mind

The muse smiles triumphantly as the storm builds delightfully of a returning burning light

KN

Night

Star-dusk phases over me.
Twilight surrenders me.
 I feel all but my soul leave angelically.
A residual imprint left by an open door.
Footprints dance along a wooden floor.
Beams flow down with an everlasting ray.
 'Twas a delightful moon lit way.
The stars have gleefully bewitched me to sleep.
As I am on my way to a blissful nights dream.

I would choose you

I would choose you, as your fingers dance gracefully along my hips with delight and remembrance. 

Where time is capable of momentarily slowing down and the outside world disappears with a whisper.

 The safe wrapping of your arms around me and your serene voice beckoning me with love, a promised place of solace. 

I'd choose you as our lips touch once again without hesitation and reminded that distance has not dulled our fiery passion. 

That when even not in arms length we do not dilute one another but strive for something even stronger than before. 

An unspoken promise that strengthens with intensity with every touch and every word.

 I choose you as our souls genuinely intertwine with grace and acceptance of our faults and strengths. 

Replenishing all that was at one time drained and forging one another's existence a little more permanently in each other's book of life.